Done a bit of thinking here and there these few days, and yet I'm still lost in my thoughts; half the time I don't even know what the heck I'm doing, and the other half I spent thinking on whether I'm really prepared on what is to come and pursued. No one in my family understood what I wanted, they would think the things that is required of me to do in order to seek what I want is useless and a waste of time, yet I think it meaningful. Now my mind is totally shut off, I can't even think as well as I could in the past, am I getting retarded? Perhaps, perhaps not.For the recent troubles that I have, I'm glad I could find someone who could finally understand me in my situation and thanks to that person a great load of burden is off me, just glad that I could talk about almost anything to that person that I could not find under normal circumstances; Now, volunteer work has officially started, just need to dedicate the time into it. During the time I was there this morning, I felt wonderful to be in the company of animals, it just seemed so peaceful. But as to whether I really am prepared for it, I just hope I do.
