Its hell of a surprising how I can actually sit in front of my desktop and do this again - of course, unless I had anything to lament or even talk about, I wouldn't even step in here to do nonsense blogging. New Year's, as it is officially now, 5 minutes to 2 am. Recounting everything, I realized nothing good in my life actually happens; not much practically, and I'm unlucky as hell - shit you not, its the truth. The worse to this shit, was actually electronics, can you believe it? Every time I buy a desktop especially a custom rig, shit happens, and then someone will keep ranting; but then, whats the use of explaining, they never understand why I'm doing this. Mights well let them rant all they want. And now who knows whether I might even need to fork out extra money if there's any error detected. Fuck. The past year's been pretty bad for me, I just hope whatever happens within my body is just a false sign, god's willing, I pray it is so. Another thing was that I'm literally sick and tired of hypocrisy and shit like that - you got a problem, tell me straight in the face, I don't need to be purposely left out of anything just because I don't join you guys often now? Damn you, we know the real reason behind this. Before you even start saying anything, lets get this straight: it may be my fault that I don't join you guys most of the time now is because I wouldn't expect the same thing like last time, or at least left me a message or anything, thats what phones and MSN are for. Moreover, I guess you never know what the feeling of coming in uninvited feels like, because you never felt that before, obviously, and I'm really sick and tired. If thats the way you want it to be, then fine, let it be, I can't be bothered anymore, really.
